All good things must come to an end..

It's true.  I return to work in exactly one week, but I am not letting it get me down.  Bob and Ashley will be caring for Paxton while I am at work so he has the best care possible.  However, I will miss him.  It brings tears to my eyes just thinking of the time we will spend apart.  Now we will have more time apart (at least when he is awake) than we will have time together.  That stings deep into the gut of stomach.  It makes me question whether I should work.  I lay in bed thinking how we could we make it work so that I could stay home.  I could sell my car?  We could all wear the same clothes for 5 year?  We would never leave the house and eat raumen noodles..you see where this is going?  It's not in the cards for me to stay home!  Even if it were financially possible I don't know if I could give up a job I really love at a place where I really love working.  So, I am returning to work in a week and making the best out of my last week!  Playing with my little guy, going on a date with my husband, celebrating my dad's 60th and Grandpas 85th birthday and snuggling my little guy.  Life is good!